INFJealous

I'm like you guessed and INFJ. I really resonate a lot with this personality type because I feel like I'm truly one giant conundrum I love attention, but only from certain people and I'm shy. I love being around people but only certain people. Like I'm introverted with most people but an extrovert with close friends. I love compliments but hate when people compliment me. It's truly hard to be inside my head lol. I guess these conflicting ideas helps me be more neutral in real-life arguments and when I come to a conclusion I usually stick with it because I struggle and fought over it in my head a million and one times. I do like the idea that my personality type is very rare and that most people will never truly know me. Like that is one of the biggest things of an INFJ is that they are very secretive, and I was talking to Naoni about this the other day. In that I "overshare" things that I'm comfortable with so that they won't question anything too deep about myself. The main goal of this "oversharing" is to keep everyone at a comfortable distance where they feel like they know a lot about me, but not really (I think this is has led to some issues in my life and I think I might try to change that though for 2020).

Anyway last weekend I went to New Orleans and I think Naoni added enough good photos, so I don't think I'll add my photos of that trip unless y'all want me to. Anyway I quit one of my three jobs on Tuesday and I feel honestly kind of relieved. I'm stressed in how I'm going to pay for all the loans Smith wants me to pay, but I think I'm going to just enjoy my last little bit of summer and life in the present instead of worrying about the future. Todalo