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Writer's pictureRachel E

Complaint department

Updated: Jul 27, 2022

Like Naoni (according to her post yesterday), I'm feeling a little thoughtless. That is, free of thoughts, incapable of producing thoughts, etc etc. Things have been a little bit hectic and I'm trying to keep it together, but it's how it is.


Also I acknowledge that I never gave an update to my post last week and at this point I don't think there is really a reason to do so. Sorry! Life in France was so relaxed and slow and now everything is moving all at once. I mean, the grass is always greener. Don't get me wrong, I like it here. Also I like to tell myself that the stressors of the moment should ease with time. For example, at my job it's the been the first week of me taking on this role alone. The girl who was training me and who I am replacing left officially last Friday. So I'm really the bird pushed out of the nest as my PI put it. I mean actually she's still working part-time from home so I don't feel as bad badgering her with my text message questions (I still feel bad though, don't get me wrong). Anyways, one of the main tasks of my job is processing cerebrospinal fluid. It's not a very complicated process but since I'm new at it I feel impossibly slow (like I witnessed how long it would take the other girl so that's my reference point). So I've had to stay late almost every day and that for me is a stressor. Hopefully I'll become more efficient and fast and save myself some time. Other than processing CSF, I also process some blood, do a lot of coordinating for collections of CSF, input all of this information into online databases, etc etc. Besides that, my commute is about an hour and when I move it will probably be over and hour :'). The upside is that that has become my designated reading time since I still have my reading goals.


Additionally there's the aspect of moving going on in the background and sometimes foreground. My roommates are not here yet but will be soon. In the meantime, since we got our keys last Friday, my mom has been managing all the incoming packages to the new place. It's good that the place we're staying is not too far from my new apartment. And I'm also really lucky my mom could come and help. She's doing a lot for me and also my room mates while I'm at work and they are not here. I've been trying to figure out how to get furniture I need and want and also how to transport some stuff I bought off of Craigslist.


I know that I should start looking into volunteering a few hours the weekend for medical school applications (and because it's an ~enriching experience~ duh!) but while the dust settles I've enjoyed having my weekends to spend with my family. Last weekend we saw my cousin and her friend. And otherwise, it's fun to hang out with my mom and Mary and Uncle Philip. Uncle Philip actually went to Dallas last week though.... and .... Papalolo gave him the 'rona XP. We're pretty sure Papalolo got it because he went to Vegas with his friends -_-. I know they always say this, but I do believe that this new variant is super contagious. In any case, everyone is ok.


This really was more of a venting post, because I don't have the energy to recall the things I've done otherwise this past week. I think I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow so I'm gonna try and turn in earlier.


I apologize for the lack of photos, so here is an IOU photos!!

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nrosemond8
nrosemond8
Jul 28, 2022

And your research sounds so intense, but I believe in you! What machine are you using to analyze the machines tho? Also is “ruining” the sample a reality you have to deal with in this research???

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Rachel E
Rachel E
Jul 28, 2022
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I mean right now, my role is not actually doing experiments. It's just preparing samples for other people to use in experiments LOL. But when they hire another person hopefully I'll be able to learn how to do the experiments from other lab members! And yes, I would say it is a reality. I'm lowkey nervous bc they put a lot of faith in me to process these samples correctly! And by process I mean mostly aliquotting, centrifuging and separating haha. In the cerebrospinal fluid, you can separate the part that doesn't have cells and the cell pellet. In general though, spinal fluid is clear so i'm also worried sometimes if I even am separating the parts correctly

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nrosemond8
nrosemond8
Jul 28, 2022

Oh no! I hope papalolo and Uncle Philip are okay!! Is your commute straight forward? Like you don’t have to transfer so you? In either case, commutes are perfect for reading cuz it’s like a forced time where you can’t do much except be in your own world. Also, I’m so excited for you moving in process, and I’m glad you have your mom helping— you really have a good mom :)))

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Rachel E
Rachel E
Jul 28, 2022
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yeah! they both are ok, don't worry. They were both vaccinated so I think that helps, but yeh

and for my commute it's about 10 min walking altogether and then one transfer at times square. So honestly not horrible! You know how it goes, just inconvenient when things aren't running right. and yes! I do have a good mom haha

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abonirosemond
abonirosemond
Jul 21, 2022

Whoo weee, love the thoughts. Thanks for sharing! Your life seems quite stressful. But like you said, everything will settle soon, and you'll get adjusted. Also, what book are you reading right now.

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Rachel E
Rachel E
Jul 28, 2022
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Yeah! It'll settle :) and I was reading/just finished a book of funny essays called "we are never meeting in real life". I thought it was a fun read! not too serious and not too heavy, which is probably good for me to read at this point lol

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