So the word "munting" is apparently an Australian word for severly drunk/intoxicated peeps and so this is very telling of the events that transpired tonight... So we had a casual evening and M, O, and C wanted to have a drinking party and I was whatevs to it. We had it and all hell broke lose T-T: M started getting mad at C because basically O was giving C more attention than M, C started to feel bad/sad because M had a stern conversation with C because she thought C was leading O on, M got mad again at C because C just wanted to go home and wanted someone to walk her home since the area isn't the safest, and O is a rogue drunk and is puking everywhere and has had 2 seizures cuz he is badly drunk and this is all happened in the span of drinking for 4 hours... Idk, I think I may have a high tolerance or I am good at reaching a point of tipsy-ness that I maintain and never go beyond. I think it is odd how everyone else, who is literally the same age or older than me, doesn't know how to handle/don't care about maintaining that balance. I honestly don't care why they don't tbh but I do think it is annoying that I have to clean up the aftermath. I had to walk C home by myself because she was extremely (and rightfully) worried about walking home by herself, I had to disinfect my floors and my couch because of the puke, I had to clean sheets, unclog shower drains of puke, clean buckets and cans of puke, I had to monitor someone to make sure they don't choke on their vomit or have more seizures. Tbh, this is the last time that I want to have a drinking party like this, at least with these peoples, because they are overall messy-- they get catty with each other as well as vomit everywhere. I have dealt with so much vomit that at this point I am not even phased by it unfortunately. This experience has really reminded me that I need to go home with "normal" people, aka my friends. I don't want to be around people that I'll have to babysit by the end of the night. I want to have fun and I feel like the people around me just can't really seem to :// anyway, it is getting to be 3am so I should quit rambling.
As for the rest of my week, it was rather slow. I had a nice call with some friends, started reading more since the commencement of Lent, I thew a little surprise birthday party, and I have been enjoying my students (though planning has been a pain I'll admit). So yeah that's been me and my feelings about the people around me.
What do you guys think? Am I being a doormat? Am I being too laxed? Anyway, yeah. I hope you all are doing well and I am excited to read all of your adventures!
Cool word...Every time I think about that Getou and Gojo incorrect quote lol... an idk if you're being a door mat or too lax, but I will say that you're not having as much fun as it seems that your "friends" are and for that I feel like you need to stop hanging out with them imo...they clearly don't care for you sober or not. So I say ditch 'em 🤷🏾♀️
….and the flowers are so pretty!
That sounds terrible….I am glad that you survived the night and decided not to party with those people again…cleaning up after them and babysitting sounds tiring to say the least…I do think they are taking advantage of the maid in the house(you) but inly you know your tolerance level and when you get tired of them you will make it stop❤️