I am so excited for all that is to come up soon! Erin is coming in a few days, Italy is just a little over a week away, Good Friday is in 2 weeks (meaning I can go back on TikTok and anime/manga), Portugal is in a month, and I am going back home in little over a month! ABUFEAIIRJJWKNFW I AM SO STOKED!
Also, I don't like to do spirtual stuff unless I felt severly compelled because I feel like tapping into that stuff can be dangerous, especially if you aren't gifted with protection and/or reliably have someone who has that gift. I mention this because today my roommate and the Australian girl did Tarot cards. The interesting thing is that I knew something was off when I entered the house again (I left real quick to get pastries) because the air felt really muggy/sweaty/heavy. And when I sat down in the living room to see what they were doing exactly, my heart started racing for no reason but like in the kind of way when you are scared. However, I felt annoyed and stressed and less so scared which made me think that they were messing with energy that wasn't neccessarily safe and that they were doing card readings without really knowwwwing how to do it T-T (plus, they were looking up each card on google which supports my idea that they didn't know what they were doing). I say this though because I have always expressed that I dislike experimenting with spirtual practices, and I just feel unheard because the more I mention it, the more they do careless stuff like this which puts them AND me in harms way... Hopefully, nothing bad happens but I will have to pray for some extra protection from God tonight.
Anyway, speaking of prayers Erin girlie should be hearing back from all her stuffs soon and I hope and I pray that it is nothing but good news!
Lastly, I want to clarify my interaction style for all of you who don't really care but slightly, somewhat care. I have tried to explain it before but I feel like I haven't expressed it clear enough: I don't particularly like interacting with people, but I especially hate having to interact with people when there is tension and anger. So I weigh my options and follow the path of least resistance that will ultimately maintain the most peace. Does that make sense? I just want to live my best life without causing too many ripples and just flow through issues and problematique people as smoothly and quickly as possible. I don't see it as being a push-over as much as a way to let me see how far this person will "take advantage" of me. Ofc I have a breaking point but until then I just see what they are doing in their naturale state without me putting them in line in order to let me make my decision as to whether this person is kind enough for my time and love :)
Alright, I am sharing too much and it is 2am, I gotta hit the sack. As usual, stay awesome and I will add photos from my week below!
The last night my mom had in France, and I dropped off at train station in the morning :(
I also found a slide (I couldn't scream or yell because it was still early in the morning)
Amiens ✨Tings✨
Had a #ANTM# moment (my fav is Aboni, very Haute-Couture ;P)
Rachel made us yummy smoothies and curry that had my toes curling :)
Made another vid of the past few months (you like the music choice?)
Okieeeeee that's all for me! Have a good day and I hope you all do good this wekk :)))))
also I love our ANTM moment lol
I like how most of the pics are mine, but whatever :p...also i love the video makes me giggle lol. but speaking of your late night thoughts, I just wholly disagree. Just sounds to me you don't like confrontation because you seemingly don't tell people who you know are taking advantage of you to stop. Putting a stop to something isn't negative, but setting appropriate boundaries. Because if you don't you're just going to be miserable because you're literally allowing someone to walk all over you. It's not a matter of determining if they're a bad or good person. A good person can do things you don't like and vice versa. It's about saying no and not having to always…